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20-11-2013, 09:11 PM
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to u whether u wan start fire or not... Slow fire, big fire or even no fire is up to the chef to decide liao.
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#197
20-11-2013, 09:38 PM
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20-11-2013, 09:48 PM
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Up my pts and i will up yours as well(Power 5 and above pls) Target: 18000 point hit... will be part time now only in point exchange... Thank you for the points Please pm me for second or third round first before u up my points cos worried not able to return cheers
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#199
20-11-2013, 11:03 PM
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This forum have lead me to a new bond with some of the brithers here.. Though we nevereven meet each other before... But there r seem to be a special bond between us... If nt for the support of u guys.. These few weeks is truly an agony for me.... Having to pen down my thoughts and going through the pain again... Nt forgetting the suoport given by those brothers and sisters for supporting this story... Kam sia...
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#200
20-11-2013, 11:21 PM
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Brothrrs... Lai a toast to our friendship!
Ta!!!
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#201
21-11-2013, 09:31 AM
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#203
21-11-2013, 09:40 AM
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My way may be abit conventional... anyway here it goes... 1) Copy the link in google 2) Once the music start to play... bookmark the page. 3) Then go to properties of that bookmark and click on the Location. 4) Copy and paste the address of the location in the place u wanted... Yup that will be done. Hopefully it will help u...
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#204
21-11-2013, 10:21 AM
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Bros sorry for the delay... was rather busy with work yesterday... reach hm abt 10pm... No worries... i am on leave today ( will bring the kids to the beach as it is Dec holidays) ... thus i will be able to finish the whole chapter by today... ( At least u guys dun need to read a small part... paiseh). Anyway back to the story.....
Soon we were talking abt our jobs since she is nt ready to share abt her marriage issues... She is a banker... Career path is rather smooth for her ever since she grad from uni.... Yvonne: So how is yr career?.. Me: Nt very smooth... me dunno how to third leg ( Curry favour) and tok... Yvonne: This is what i like abt u... like to c u whenever u r tongue-tied.... so funny de...( She smiled) dun tok well... hmmn... that is u... dunno how to sweet talk but whatever u say... u meant it... at least ur words give people a sense of security ba... At this statement.. i throw a quick glance at her eyes... and for that split moment our glances met each other... but i quickly withdraw it as i am worried that too much eye contact will somehow leak my feelings for her again... There is a short pause as Yvonne is looking at my cig scars again as i am cutting the beef steak... Yvonne: the scars is still very obvious... Me: yup... Yvonne: Did yr wife ask u how u get this wound... Me: of course.. i just tell her that i got burned by someone else while in the pub drinking... Yvonne: Such a lame excuse.. so did she believe it?.. Me: I dunno guess she give me some benefit of doubt ba.. Yvonne: Anyway it is gd that u did nt tell her abt this.. if nt she will hate me forever... Me: True... that is y i kept it from her... Yvonne: This scars is rather deep... Again there is a pause after this statement... Me: Take it as a remembrance of my feelings for u ba... ( Actually i would want to use the word love... but somehow i find this word too strong le... my emotions is slowly rising again... but i do my best to remain composed...) Yvonne: Do u blame me for the break up..... Me: Nope i did nt blame u before... u r rite... i cant expect u to wait for another 5 years for me... but i took a long time to get over u... Those days i will never forget... (At this pt of time my emotions was rising pretty fast and i know that tears is slowly welling again...) no appetite for dinner already....t Yvonne: I am sorry... (her voice is choking too)... do u want to find somewhere quiet to tok... Me: Yup.. where do u suggest then... Yvonne: Sembawang beach then...just around this area..... Me: k.... Soon we headed off to the car park again.... Yvonne: u know something.. i missed the times when i take buses/Mrt with u.... Me: Me too.. days were much happier then... even though we have take to wait for buses... and nt every bus is air -conditioned.... Yvonne: where r u heading.. this is nt the rite way to sembawang beach... Me: Do u like to take a bus together with me to sembawang beach?... Yvonne: K y not... she was smiling sweetly again.... It does nt take long for me to park my car at sun plaza.... Yvonne: Do u know what is the bus no to reach there... Me: no but we can always ask the bus drivers... It was nt long before we board the bus 882 to the beach again... I was pretty excited as it have been ages since we took a bus again... in fact this is the only time after break up that we can take a bus together... Yvonne: Do u still remember that we came to this beach before... Me: Yup that time is a sun during my army times... we came here taking bus 167 and after which u pei me to yishun mrt cos i need to book in.... Yvonne: Wow u still remember the details so well...... Me: I have never forgotten the dating days with u... it is always in my heart.... ( At that point of time.. i really have a sudden impulse to hold her hand again.. but i did not as i do nt have the rite to hold her hand again.. we r both married.....)
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#205
21-11-2013, 10:38 AM
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sweet agony… so near and yet so far, such a wide gap between the two of you, but can easily be crossed with a single step.
for you, stay in unhappy marriage also not good. for her, stay with unfaithful spouse also not good. for both of you, breakup family also not good. nobody know what their tomorrow will be like. there is no guarantee that staying in an unhappy marriage will make your kids happy. choosing to stay in an unhappy marriage, it is a painful decision. choosing to walk out of an unhappy marriage, is also a painful decision. angmo countries have lots of divorce cases and blended families (i.e. step kids, step siblings etc, so it is not uncommon), it becomes quite common and people adjust to a new reality. but then again we stay in a conservative asian society, so things are perceived differently here. actually, doesn't matter what you think is right/wrong, sometimes the price of happiness for the both of you can be expensive, but whether or not you are willing to pay the price is up to the both of you
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21-11-2013, 10:39 AM
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21-11-2013, 12:03 PM
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The lyrics of the song really expressed my feelings for her.... well written... every word is meant for her......
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21-11-2013, 12:09 PM
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21-11-2013, 12:55 PM
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Sorry bros... just back... was washing the hamster cages just now... bobian maid scared of hamster... so i have to wash loh.... Yup.. will be able to finish the story by today.... Back to the story....
It is a short journey to the beach... all along i really enjoy her feel by my side... at least ... this time... this is real.... she is really beside me now.... We headed off to the beach... i put my hands deep in my pocket... this is the only way to stop myself from holding her hands ba... Yvonne: It is beautiful here.... nothing much have changed... Me: Except that this area have been blocked off by the fence.... She slowly turned and look into my eyes.... Yvonne: Yr eyes tell me a million stories... would u like to share to me now?... Her voice as usual is gentle.. nt pressing at all.... Me: I.... I..... Yvonne: Look into my eyes and tell me slowly...... My emotions rise at that moment again..... and i take a step backward... Me: When u ask me do i blame u for the break up... my ans to u is no... but those days is really painful for me... do u know even rite now... when i think abt it.. i can still feel the pain...... still remember those days after my army duties... i will find myself wandering off to our sch main gates... thinking of those times when i will sent u hm... the same sch gate which u accompany me to collect my O levels results.... There r even times when i am really tempted to walk to yr house void deck.... to our playground where we always go... but i dun even dare... cos i dun have the courage to face u le... So many times... i can feel u r just beside me... going to our usual dating places would always remind me of u... (Tears r slowly flowing out again... and i turned my head and blink away the tears....)... Yvonne: I am sorry.... Me: Till the day when i received yr wedding invitation card.... i knew that i cant contact u anymore... as it is no longer proper for us to keep in contact.... Yvonne: That is y u changed yr mobile and email address... and did nt even tell me yr new home address when u moved house... Me: Yup.... There is a long pause after it........... Feeling too emotional and drained..... i really wish i can hug her at that moment.... Me: Can i hug u as a friend?.... ( I looked into her eyes and asked her).... Yvonne: Yup... Drawing her gently to me... we hugged each other... at that pt of time... my tears just flow out again.... Me: My feelings for u remain unchanged... Yvonne: I know... i can feel it... it is strong but yet so gentle.... This is a hug... perhaps the last hug and i believed that i will never forget this hug... nt even to the last day of my life.... I withdraw gently from the hug...... as i am really fearful that one thing may lead to another... Me: U know... sad to say that... u r the one who truly understand my thoughts much deeper than my wife... even though we did nt meet for years... Yvonne: Yup as u did nt change much after all these years... u r the same old u... and yr feelings ba..... Me: But we r both married now with kids.... there r responsibilities which we need to honour... in my eyes u r always a decent girl and u will always remain as one... i will do nt anything to tarnish yr reputation... nor hurt u in any ways.... Yvonne: Thanks for always sparing a thought for my feelings.... Suddenly she give me a hug... Soon we r hugging each other again.... Me: Do u know that i am struggling with myself for the past few days.. of whether to contact u again... i am scared.... am i doing the rite thing... the turmoil in my heart... i really feel emotionally torn apart.... ( I cried and soon she is crying too)..... Yvonne: As a woman... i really feel blessed to have a man who loved me for 20 over years... whose feelings remain unchanged after the passing of time... i really very Xin Fu le... With this statement of her.. we hug each other more tightly.... Below is the song which can really express our emotions and feelings at that most intense moment... As i listen to this song.. my tears dropped again... 两颗心四行泪 - 蔡幸娟/彭伟华 Hope that u guys will enjoy...
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21-11-2013, 01:17 PM
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The end? Damn..... if it was me, I would really wished for things to go on.
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