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26-11-2013, 12:52 AM
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Bro ts, your story really moved me. I'm still young, don't understand much bout love and all.
But after reading your story about you loving her all this while, 20years+(?) really made me think through lots of things. I just hope the things you do won't bring any trouble back home for both of you as both your wife and her husband might get the wrong idea if they find out about your story and meet ups. Whatever you do, always remember about your kids first, cause 1 wrong move can cause massive hurt to both your kids and hers, since I come from a broken family. So try your best bro, and all the best to you. Will be waiting for more of your updates. 
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#242
26-11-2013, 09:01 AM
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Indeed this is a difficult period of me having to struggle with my emotions and conscience..... every day i have to guard my heart and thoughts... nt to let the emotions get the better of me and ruin the families of both end.... Bros be with me k... I have chosen a path of difficult love... feelings which can only be hidden but cannot be revealed to her.... a path where i need to give.. but at the end of the day... things will still come to to an end eventually... but for the sake of Yvonne.. i really cant leave her alone now... especially when she is now hurting... Sorry bros as i am unable to pen my thoughts well now.. as my heart is in a deep turmoil again..... At this point of time... at this point of space...Perhaps this song can well describe my feelings.... I will be very careful... That is the only way nt to hurt her or anyone....... Last edited by zerofighter; 26-11-2013 at 09:45 AM.
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#243
26-11-2013, 09:10 AM
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Good to see u back...
Hmmm... Must be struggling right? Hope u can do it wisely. After all, ur wife didn't do anything wrong to u Be with Yvonne, support her, and let yourself suffer alone. Can u do it? It's not easy but I believe when come to this moment, we as a men, must bear with it. Support Yvonne and don't hurt ur family and her. Bro, is this story is in the past or still happening now?
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#244
26-11-2013, 09:14 AM
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1 Corinthians 13:6-8 Hope this is one of the christian verse which i love alot.. ( No worries.. i am nt trying to spread my faith here... everyone is entitled to their own beliefs)... Hoped that this verse will benefit u too....
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26-11-2013, 09:16 AM
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26-11-2013, 09:18 AM
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26-11-2013, 09:28 AM
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26-11-2013, 10:40 AM
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Up my pts and i will up yours as well(Power 5 and above pls) Target: 18000 point hit... will be part time now only in point exchange... Thank you for the points Please pm me for second or third round first before u up my points cos worried not able to return cheers
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#249
26-11-2013, 02:10 PM
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Bros.. back to the story... still have some time before the next meeting... Gosh i am really drained out out now.. these Shanghainese clients really hard to please.. Anyway back to the story....
Yvonne: I am sorry to make u promise on this issue... Me: No worries.. ... this is nt important... what meant to me is how u feel.... Yvonne: Thanks for always sparing a thought for my feelings.... Again there is a short pause as she is abit emotional.... ( So i choose to be silent... allow her to have some space to herself ba...) Me: Is he often away for business trips?... Yvonne: Yup.. i ever hardly c him more than 7 days in a month... and even he is in Singapore.. he will nt stay at hm for long... always going out till late nite.... Me: Have u ever have a tok with him... After all u still need him emotionally by yr side at times... Yvonne: I have tok to him already.. always the same excuses.. that he is working hard for the family to give us a better life... blah... tell me to understand him... but i dun need much in life as i am also working and earning well too... Me: It must be hard for u all these years... ( I look at her tired face.. she have lost the smile in her heart already... and my heart really aches for her... Yvonne: Guess that i have placed my happiness in the wrong hands of this man.... This statement of her really stab me deeply in my heart.... how i wish i can just hold her hands and comfort her... or just give her a hug... but i cannot do that..... i cant... i told myself..... and i dun even dare to look straight into her eyes.... Soon our lunch meeting ended and she have to rush off to the office again.... Feeling helpless and emotionally tired... i headed to the car park... and went home to pick my kids... as promised.. i brought them to the beach... The smiles on their faces really lightened my heart... and seeing the laughter at the beach really cheer me up... i spent the evening with them building sandcastles and watching the sunset together... my kids love the beach as much as me.. I cherish the moments spent with them as i will be away for business trip again... ( This is one of the regrets which i have... dun have enough time with them at times due to work)... The day soon ended and i headed off to work on the next day 22/11/13... nt knowing i will meet Yvonne again that nite which will bring me to another emotional struggle..... Again a short sharing of this piece of music which touch my heart deeply... Richard Clayderman - Invisible love Hope that u guys will like it. My love and feelings for her can only be invisible... so that it will nt hurt her in any ways.... Bros sorry for the short input... have to ciao already... Again please bear with my typo errors if there is any... paiseh.. and thanks for standing by me. Appreciate it. Last edited by zerofighter; 27-11-2013 at 08:39 AM.
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#250
26-11-2013, 03:53 PM
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#252
27-11-2013, 09:46 AM
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Bros i am back! I shd be able to update more as i do nt have so much meetings and discussions as compared to yesterday... I have refrained from any nite entertaining for the past 2 days as i have promised Yvonne nt to do so.... seem like i will have some explaining to do to my boss when i am back.. Anyway back to the story...
I headed off to work on the next day with meetings dragging on in the afternoon... But somehow i am really tired... both mentally and emotionally... as i only have an average of 4 hours of sleep for the past 2 weeks due to my emotional issues ba... Supposed to have nite entertaining on that day ( Friday nite) but the thought of Yvonne refrain me from attending it..... After work... i found myself driving off to sembawang beach... I went to the same spot where i met Yvonne that nite and memories of her keep flooding my mind again.... I was there for quite some time.... just thinking of her and every word which she have told me till my mobile ring... Fatty: Bro free now?.. Me: Yes y... Fatty: Come join us... me and ah keong at our usual place drinking... Me: Ah Keong with u too... ( It have been a few months since i catch up with him) Fatty: Yes hang on... he want to speak to u... Ah Keong: Bro hurry up.... fall in within 30 mins k... Me: Steady! It was nt long before i reach the usual place.. It is a K pub( Clean joint) Me: Yo brothers! Fatty: U look tired to me... Ah keong: We have open bottle already... Mai Tu liao... Lai Ta! It is our usual custom to Ta 3 glasses whenever we meet up.... Soon we were sitting and chatting... really remind me of our sec days when we would tcss at our void deck swearing at each other.... Fatty: Now how is the meeting with Yvonne that day? Ah Keong: Is she still as pretty as before or have become an aunite already.. Me: Did nt notice much... Anyway in the eyes of me... she is always the same... Fatty: Knn... told u already.. it is useless to ask him this question.. Whahaha.. I soon relate the incident to them(of course i would nt be too detailed as i do nt want them to know the mushy parts) Fatty: So everything turn out fine rite... at least u can get to c her again... Me: Yup... but i am really nervous that day... does nt seem to do anything rite... Fatty: Hmmn.... thought u r nt free today cos quite difficult to catch u on fri... Me: I am supposed to entertain some clients tonite but i did nt attend.. Ah Keong: Y.. in yr course of work... entertaining cannot be avoided mah... Me: Well isnt it better this way... i can meet u all for drinks... I then relate to them the promise which have for Yvonne... Fatty: U siao ah... this kind of promise also dare to give her! Ah Keong: Yeah lah.. u will lose out eventually if u always dun turn up for entertaining... how to retain yr clients base?! Me: I have given her my word and i would honour it... Fatty: i know that u dun want to hurt her... but the price to pay is going to be high... so next week on yr business trips... u also wun entertain yr clients at nite... then u can say goodbye to yr business deal! Me: I cant afford to think so much liao... Ah Keong: Aiya u can still entertain yr clients de... just dun let her know.. after all she wun come all the way to shanghai to look for u mah... Me: Nope. ( I am getting a bit beh chek already) Fatty: U very iron teeth... have u ever wonder... is it worth doing much for a woman who is neither yr wife or gf... Me: YES... it is worth it cos i care how she feel... There is long pause after this statement with the background of music playing away and the laughter of other customers in the pub... Fatty: Brother.. we have known u for years... Since u have decided on this just go ahead ba.... Ah Keong: We r just worried that yr career will be affected... Me: It is k... the moment i give her my word... i am mentally prepared for this... Fatty: U r really an idiot... Just think abt it.. if yr business deal flopped cos of yr refusal of entertaining.. u will be blamed for this.. and even if yr deal go through.. who will get the credit? Yr colleague will get the credit.. nt u... Neither outcome will benefit u. Furthermore it is going to affect yr year end appraisal. Dun think u r being rational by doing this. Me: All these to me is seconday... i just cant bear to hurt her... there is something else which bother me... Ah Keong: What is it... Me: I have been feeling guilty as emotionally i have betrayed my wife already... Fatty; That is simple... if u feel guilty... just buy her some presents... bags... etc... the more branded the better... then u will feel better... Ah Keong: Yup that is what i will always do.. buying gifts for her... then u wun feel so bad already... Me: That meants every gift she get is a betrayal for her... It really sound ironical... Fatty: At least we still bother to do service recovery.. whahaha.... Me: Seem like soon i will need to do that too... Fatty: Just compromise abit on yr principles... it wun hurt u too much.. fan shi bu yao tai ren zhen ( Dun need to be so serious on everything de)
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#253
27-11-2013, 11:33 AM
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Hahaa....bro....pls behave yourself ah....lols....
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27-11-2013, 11:52 AM
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27-11-2013, 12:25 PM
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