I am addicted to a FL!

[justl00king]

Originally Posted by larue

Btw, she PRC, very important component of story in my case. TBC

Upz you 11, please continue your story.

But bro do take care, I sense red flag soon!

[larue]

eQuipment, know exactly where you're coming from bro. Something I have thought about. I am under no illusions as to her job scope, and the likelihood of her keeping a stable of guys like myself.

justl00king, thanks bro. I am also aware of the red flags. I do keep track of them. First she tested the waters by saying she needed help with her rent one day. Now I pay for her 'rent' every month. Not unique, but still skilful.

You all know as well as I do, when one comes under the influence of KC, what is missing is not the ability to break the influence.

As fdome said it, share her, and/or try many other WLs, and will surely in time forget her. In fact, usually sooner rather than later.

But what is truly missing, is the will to break the KC influence.

No amount of advice will work, because while it is happening, it is all so beautiful that victims like myself want to believe that it will never end. Until it eventually is, often not by our own hand.

lfc78, good for you on what seems a great family life. I have a child whom I adore. I also have a wife, which is rather unfortunate. Any way, I will not be publicly sharing details of my family issues.

[larue]

Back to the girl.....

She recently satrted to buy me clothes. So I am sort of like getting a rebate on my expenditure on her in the form of cheap-ish clothes.

She told me a few weeks the clothes I wear make me look older than I should, and she'll get me some when she goes shopping with her girlfriends.

Of course, they do their shopping in the cheaper places, and not shopping malls where locals go to buy stuff. She describes how she sees some ladies outfits that look quite nice in a certain shopping mall, but they cost too much (over $100SGD). Her eyes actually boggled when she said that. Priceless.

So she buys me some stuff, and insists that I wear them the next time. Which I didn't and got a smack on my hand.

The next time I did (If you see a guy changing his clothes in the car in a public car park next time, it might well be me!). And I just love the way she smooths and adjusts out the clothes, and steps back to proudly admire her 'creation' and make some notes on what she should get next time. She has since got me some more clothes, and a belt which I absolutely hate.

But of course, being KC'ed means they can do no wrong, and the belt becomes... nice.

I love the way I am just semi-sleeping in bed while she is next to me, stroking my hair, or my arms, or eye lobes (that is fantastic) while she plays games on her phone, or watches TV silently, or is involved in sms-ing timing arrangements with another client, or probably a mixure of all three.

I love the way she goes to the temple, and gets a 'protection charm' which I must keep inside my pillowcase, which of course I cannot (I married a Catholic, wtf was I thinking. I despise Catholicism, Christianity, Islam or any kind of dogmatic religion which require the suppression of intelligence and logic).

So I keep it in my wallet.

So far, these are the things she does for me which I like. And more, which I may add when I am able express them cogently. Next update will be why I like her based on what she represents, and this is where nationaility gets involved.

BTW, I am writing this semi-journal as much for my own perusal and introspection, as well as for your amusement (if any), comments (enlightening, useful, useless or perhaps outright trashy).

TBC.

[esssinine]

brother you are a goner

in hokien they say see liao

[MannyCalavera]

The FL is really quite good sia... If it were me I also kena...

[lfc78]

Originally Posted by larue

eQuipment, know exactly where you're coming from bro. Something I have thought about. I am under no illusions as to her job scope, and the likelihood of her keeping a stable of guys like myself.

justl00king, thanks bro. I am also aware of the red flags. I do keep track of them. First she tested the waters by saying she needed help with her rent one day. Now I pay for her 'rent' every month. Not unique, but still skilful.

You all know as well as I do, when one comes under the influence of KC, what is missing is not the ability to break the influence.

As fdome said it, share her, and/or try many other WLs, and will surely in time forget her. In fact, usually sooner rather than later.

But what is truly missing, is the will to break the KC influence.

No amount of advice will work, because while it is happening, it is all so beautiful that victims like myself want to believe that it will never end. Until it eventually is, often not by our own hand.

lfc78, good for you on what seems a great family life. I have a child whom I adore. I also have a wife, which is rather unfortunate. Any way, I will not be publicly sharing details of my family issues.

Well, just need to juggle between family life and cheonging. Finding a kc here in sillypore is a no go for me. I rather spend couple of days over in China with kc. Perhaps 4 or 5 times a year. Anyway no comments on your views about religion. Upz you my humble 7. Please carry on.

[solarium]

Well bro, I myself am also under the influence of KC, but not as deep as you.
Sometimes you just care about the happy things that you both do together and neglect all other matters.
I can understand, you know that you may not be the only guy for her, but you can just neglect all of those.

In my case the FL that I like is very direct and warned me that this lovey-dovey thingy will only last till her work permit expires.
But it is this kind of honesty that has got me hooked.
We have set our perimeters right the first time, so I guessed I'm not as jialat as you.

Many a times it's the money you have that is causing the trouble, no?
Try to limit yourself on the amount that you spend on her.
We are all human, if you give me a dollar, I will expect more the other time.
Hope you do not get sucked till your coffers are empty.

[Asia1]

Originally Posted by larue

Thanks for the upzzz.

A bit more background info: me, 35yrs old, her age unknow lol. Why unknown? Because she has been advertised at various ages ha ha, but she told me she was 28 then (now 29). Strangely, her ID indicates that she is in fact 36??!!

Any way TBC..

her ic will not fault you hehe.

Looks like better you just keep her as kept mistress , dont think too much

U already married, just go out play, dont forget the fun and as long as u can afford, play the kc game

[Canoneos]

From your writing I gather you are highly educated. Very articulate and with self deprecating humour. Yet still kena KC'ed. Camping here. Please update soon.

[HCKing]

TS better dun be too kay kiang, knw what addiction means? it means the more u do it the more u cant live without it. cut it loose nw b4 things get out of yr control. it's onli a matter of time yr small head will overtake yr big head. in fact, it's oredi heading this way judging frm yr own self assurance of the affair. this self assurance is just a pathetic self justification of why u shld continue the relationship, despite her being blah blah blah.

bet the next thing u will start telling yrself is it's yr mission to persist n pass thru the baptism of fire in order to fully understand all u need to learn abt kc.

[wangmingjun]

how in the world does wifey not suspect ANYTHING!? oh well good luck though whether with wifey or ur FL...

[Gesch]

Bro larue, from your posts I can see you are a very logical person and generally you know the limits very well.

As such, my advice would be: go ahead and enjoy the moment. It's not everyday that you can have special feeling towards a woman, be it FL, WL or whatever. If 3k per month is okay for you after calculation, then go ahead. Not every 3k can buy you such happiness...

Most likely you'll wake up one day and find that your feeling is already not there. So the withdrawal from KC is not such a big issue either.

I wrote all these from my own experience

[owl888]

Originally Posted by lfc78

Well, just need to juggle between family life and cheonging. Finding a kc here in sillypore is a no go for me. I rather spend couple of days over in China with kc. Perhaps 4 or 5 times a year. Anyway no comments on your views about religion. Upz you my humble 7. Please carry on.

yup. CP is the way to go. As your damage is limited within those few days and whatever kc u received there, after coming back to Sg and after some time will be gone till the next trip.....

[lfc78]

Originally Posted by owl888

yup. CP is the way to go. As your damage is limited within those few days and whatever kc u received there, after coming back to Sg and after some time will be gone till the next trip.....

Haha, so bro how many KC you have back in CP?
I almost weixin my mm everyday, spice up effect when u go back!

[joew2005]

sigh ..... it's easy said then done.