The old times....

[takashi31400]

Originally Posted by zerofighter

Quite true...

Hi bro,

Really like your story .Thanks a lot for sharing. Just my 2 cent of words,never call her since both of you already have your own family .Keep her in your mind as a good memory and wish her all the best .Dont do something you will regrat for you life......which i did that before....

[comm]

Takashi wad did u do.........

[ben.now]

Very nice story. Can almost feel what you are going through emotionally. Made me finish your story within 2hours.

Some memories are meant to be kept in a tiny compartment of the heart. I believe this is yours. Great memories flow out occasionally to warm the heart of yours.

Thank you for sharing yours. Greatly appreciated.

[MrStyleKing]

Great story TS !!

[zerofighter]

Originally Posted by ben.now

Very nice story. Can almost feel what you are going through emotionally. Made me finish your story within 2hours.

Some memories are meant to be kept in a tiny compartment of the heart. I believe this is yours. Great memories flow out occasionally to warm the heart of yours.

Thank you for sharing yours. Greatly appreciated.

Indeed u r rite.... Great memories r kept in s special compartment of my heart.... For thst dpecial someone....

[SGPools]

Originally Posted by zerofighter

Indeed u r rite.... Great memories r kept in s special compartment of my heart.... For thst dpecial someone....

Same here as well

[AhBoy67]

Originally Posted by takashi31400

Hi bro,

Really like your story .Thanks a lot for sharing. Just my 2 cent of words,never call her since both of you already have your own family .Keep her in your mind as a good memory and wish her all the best .Dont do something you will regrat for you life......which i did that before....

I think the same that TS shouldnt call her and meet up. Cause life already move on so not necessary to dig up all the memories.

Time, situation and experience changes a person. So she may no longer the person you know during your schooling days when you meet her today. It will effect your memories and impression of her in your heart which you kept for so many years.

Thus, just let it be....and let her live on without disturbing her. Sometimes, there are things not need you to possess only can be happy. As long you know she will be happy in life then it warms your heart. Fine enough.

Cause I also did the same when I encounter my first love after 10years at a shopping mall saw her pregnant with her husband and a 3 year old daughter. We made eye contact; I know she recognise me but both of us didnt approach each other and walk pass through. As I know, we both move on and sweet memories will be kept deep down in our heart and only both of us know.

[zerofighter]

Originally Posted by AhBoy67

I think the same that TS shouldnt call her and meet up. Cause life already move on so not necessary to dig up all the memories.

Time, situation and experience changes a person. So she may no longer the person you know during your schooling days when you meet her today. It will effect your memories and impression of her in your heart which you kept for so many years.

Thus, just let it be....and let her live on without disturbing her. Sometimes, there are things not need you to possess only can be happy. As long you know she will be happy in life then it warms your heart. Fine enough.

Cause I also did the same when I encounter my first love after 10years at a shopping mall saw her pregnant with her husband and a 3 year old daughter. We made eye contact; I know she recognise me but both of us didnt approach each other and walk pass through. As I know, we both move on and sweet memories will be kept deep down in our heart and only both of us know.

Bro i think u r rite... it is nt rite to call her anymore as both of us are already married... That is what have been holding me back for the past years ever since we r married... it is better to keep things in this way. Kam Sia for yr advise... Appreciate it...

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Everyone has memories of the past, good or bad.

The important thing is you still have many good years ahead.

Thanks for sharing your memories bro.

[zerofighter]

Bros just to share this song...

劉德華 Andy Lau_吳倩蓮_天若有情 MV



Hoped that u guys will like it..... Thanks...

[Croupier]

very interesting story also.. remind me alot about my past, though i'm born much later.. my era was 3310 at secondary 3.

really love this forum, alot of things to learn from

[Xia406]

Originally Posted by zerofighter

Me: Thanks for going through with me for the past 5/6 years... if not i believed that i would have end up in boys home/prison....
Yvonne: Dun say that... u have put in effort yrself...
Me: i would nt have done that.. if nt for u...
Yvonne: Now u have to do it for yr own sake le... nt for anybody else.. k...
Me: k.. i will try....
Yvonne: Cannot just try.. u must do it....

Time flies... and it is time for me to sent her hm... The way back to the bus stop is sad but yet beautiful... that will be the last time i hold her hand walking along the beach... Sadness flooded my heart...

Walking towards the bus stop... we took bus 13 home again... drawing her even closer to me.. i really wish the bus journey will never end... Nevertheless it still come to an end eventually........

Sending her to the lift lobby... my tears start to flow again....

Me: I really cant bear to part with u...
Yvonne: Take the lift together with me then...
Me: K... ( Once inside the lift... i start to hug her tightly... knowing that it will be last few seconds ( Last hug) when i can hug her again....

The lift door soon opened...

Yvonne: Have to go already as u may miss yr last bus home.. ( By this time.. i have already moved house)....
Me: All rite... pls take care of yrself.....

She turned her head and headed slowly to her unit...... i stood there... trying to catch the last glimpse of her.......

That nite... is the worst nite of my life... the pain of losing her is really too unbearable for me to bear... i can take punches but cannot take the break up..................................

And here is the end of the story.. Before my memory fades... i have penned down my thoughts of her... The girl whom i cant forget... At times i really feared that i would eventually forget the feel of holding her hands again.. the feel of her hug... the feel of her gentle kisses... all these which was once part of my life with her.......

Would like to end the story with this song... Xin Bu Liao Qing....

Bro good writing. I really feel for you. So sorry to hear that you cannot be with the woman whom you love most. This is life, I guess.

[zerofighter]

Originally Posted by Xia406

Bro good writing. I really feel for you. So sorry to hear that you cannot be with the woman whom you love most. This is life, I guess.

Can feelings be supressed?... I am trying.... But the thoughts of her keep flooding my mind.... In this late nite.. I am stll struggling with my emotuons... Can she feel my emotions for her... Or hear my heartbeat for her.....

[kelvin155]

Originally Posted by zerofighter

Can feelings be supressed?... I am trying.... But the thoughts of her keep flooding my mind.... In this late nite.. I am stll struggling with my emotuons... Can she feel my emotions for her... Or hear my heartbeat for her.....

Bro i know that it is painful... But u have to let go.

[zerofighter]

These few days is really an agony to me... Struggling with my emotions... Was pretty bek chek yesterday.... Meetings drag and finally i have the time to call fatty and wass able to meet him last nite..

Fatty: r u k?..
Me: i am fine...
Fatty: y choose to meet here outside sch gate...
Me: dunno... Just want to come here..
Fatty: let grab some beer from the mama shop..
Me: gd idea... Mama shop still here but changr owners le..
Fatty: of course lah... So many years.. Things will change..
Me: true... But certain things remain unchanged...
Fatty: i know what is troubling u... Since u proposed meeting at the main gate of the sch..
Me: u really know me well... ( i took a deep sip of the beer).....