08-04-2015, 05:17 AM
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Re: SD
I have closed my profile in the othet site. No need to find me there.
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Originally Posted by hugs
知人知面不知心。i am ready to leave sbf.
I was once a naive housewife. Forced into this when my husband left me with kid. Being naive, i see the world with a child's mind. I think kindly of serpents n scorpions. And since my heart has always been belonging to someone wholeheartedly, i was never heartbroken and could forgive others. I don't have emotional baggages. So i cannot understand why anyone wants to be wicked intention. KNOWING a certain bro here helped pulled me out of FL. After i got into this mess, and being simple minded, i cldnt tell who was my friend and who was my foes. i may not be dumb but i was naive. Knowing my x fb helped me see my personality. That i can feel guilt. Knowing 1.83m taught me who is my friend. Recently i met the bro again. And ytd i met a mature man who with simple words, and a few questions, made me think over my actions. And last night encounter with my SD put the final puzzle.
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Originally Posted by hugs
Foe. People who encouraged me on. People who wouldn't do what they encourage me to do. They would laughed behind my back and praised themselves for being clever with their tricks. They would act like virgins and think themselves as clothed while encourage me to get naked. They would watch you naked in the cold and not cover you. They wont visit you if you are in your own jail. They are hypocrites. Their black heart blinded them. They cannot see that a Lily will grow out of the mud and it won't be tarnished by the muddy water. The heart of a good woman remain pure. Just like a child forced into sex slavery in India remain pure hearted no matter how many porn vid she produced. She did it for love for her parents. And because she was innocence and naive towards the tricks of the devil and his extended hands. Do i forgive my foes. YES i do. They are put there so i see my own heart. See what i am made of. I love life. I love my daily growth. Life is not wasted when i discover new meaning everyday. I understand the true depth of the word:"i will never leave you nor forsaken you". Everyday i pissed that bro and 1.83m. Unable to understand what were they trying to say or do. Because from their actions i can see their heart but it was cloudy due to their lack of understanding of me and having natural man's behaviour. I had to try listening to their words and see their actions and feel their hearts speaking. I understood now. Like wad prettymannequin was trying to say to me. Why many times i can't understand them? Because we are all imperfect human being. We speak different language although it looks like "English". We thought we were as straight forward as we can already. The truth is we can only hear and see, when we are face with a mirror image of ourselves in front of us. We can't speak down or speak up. Otherwise only words get thru but not wisdom.
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